Ambrlina

Dark Chocolate M&M’s

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 05:50:01 GMT

The highlight of my day was going to the discount food store and buying a case of Dark Chocolate M&M’s for less than ten bux. I now have an eight-pound collection of Dark Chocolate M&M’s. I think I may have issues.
I was at work tonight until 7:15 p.m. because I procrastinate doing the LUCMM’s these MM’s have do not sweet yummy-ness associated with them. It’s not like I wasn’t totally busy or that I do not stay extremely busy at work I just do everything else but the LUCMM’s. I know they are due every second Wednesday of every month and yet I wait until there is no time left on the clock. If you google search my name you could find out what I am talking about. It is assignments such as these that make me miss working in human resources.
Well, I should change my sheets and get ready for bed. I have to finish reviewing the micro-cassettes tomorrow to turn in my minutes. How often does one change their sheets? I try to change our sheets at least once every two weeks. Is that gross? I think this time we went three weeks because we were both too lazy to do it. I know it has to be done tonight because I am totally breaking out. I look like a walking zit. I just feel icky…
I do have something to look forward to tomorrow. I’m going to read my sister’s story she sent me. Thanks doll!

Insomniac?

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 06:07:55 GMT

I cannot sleep! I’ve been surfing the internet for about two-hours and working on shit I should have finished at work today. I’ve responded to emails and updated my calendar for the next month (freak I know). What is wrong with me? Maybe I’ll go feed my face. I’ve got too much on my mind!!! Things are super complicated right now. That could be why I had a panic attack at work today. I'm so freaking good at pretending that things are all right. At least I had a fun tonight hanging with my sis and an old friend from P-Town that flew into DIA. He had a four-hour lay over and luckily called me to hang out. We went to dinner and chatted for a few hours.
I need to get my ass to bed - I've gotta get up in six hours! I'm such a wuss if I don't get at least seven hours of sleep and yet it seems that I average more like five per night. Maybe I just need to go dancing! I really want to go dancing but I can never muster the energy involved. Sometimes it is more of a hassle than it’s worth. Old biddy!

Second Entry

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 07:44:59 GMT

I dreamt we bought a new house, not the house we are currently living in but another one. I bumped my head pretty severe walking into the master bedroom. As a result I was really light headed in my dream and my mother-in-law had to try to keep me from fainting. She decided I was in pretty bad shape and decided to take me to the Emergency Room. On the way to the hospital I got extremely frustrated and angry and got out of the car while it was stopped at a red light. I began walking down a very dark road and that’s where my dream ended.

Dream Journal first entry

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 07:37:45 GMT

Okay, so I promised a friend I would journal my dreams. I wrote down this morning that I dreamt that my current car was a Honda Element (Elephant) and they recalled the steering wheels. It was a purple elephant. I honestly do not like these vehicles, but whatever.

Fake People Suck!

Sat, 21 Jun 2003 22:34:10 GMT

I'm to the point where I would like to remove the toxic people from my life.
I've experienced this artificial sincere bullshit before.
Sometimes I’m amazed how “some people” are such chameleons.
Stop faking it… nobody will ever know the “real” you because you don’t know yourself.
Last night I attended a party where I seemed to be surrounded by toxic chameleons.
Stop dressing the part – quit acting like those around you & get a life of your own.

I need to get a life!

Sun, 15 Jun 2003 06:50:09 GMT

1. Nirvana – I HATE HATE HATE HATE NIRVANA
2. Sublime- I HATE HATE HATE HATE Sublime
3. Depeche Mode – I love Depeche Mode!
4. Linkin Park – whatever
5. No Doubt – I go back & forth – love & hate
6. Rage Against the Machine- BORING
7. U2 – getting old
8. Green Day – freaking love them
9. Beastie Boys – getting old
10. Red Hot Chili Peppers – Mother’s Milk was their best
11. Blink-182 – I like cheshire cat & dude ranch everything else SUCKS
12. System of a Down - they suck ass
13. The Smashing Pumpkins – not bad
14. Korn – dig it
15. Bob Marley- can’t stand the rasta man
16. Metallica – freaking boring
17. The Offspring – NOT BAD
18. The Cure – ABSOLUETLY THE BEST BAND ON THIS PLANET!!!
19. Incubus – Hate them
20. Stone Temple Pilots – Hell yes
21. Pearl Jam - Whatever
22. Tool - Talented
23. Radiohead - Boring
24. 311 - Boring
25. Nine Inch Nails- Trent Rocks
26. Weezer – Not at all
27. Social Distortion – MIKE NESS IS A GOD
28. The Smiths/Morrissey – FREAKING LOVE THEM! And Morrissey
29. Jane's Addiction – HELL YES THEY KICK ASS
30. Oingo Boingo – Extemely Good Stuff
31. Alice In Chains – Good stuff
32. Limp Bizkit - that bald, short tempered motherfucker should DIE
33. The Clash – Pioneers! They freaking rock!
34. Dave Matthews Band – ONCE AGAIN BORED
35. Creed- VERY BORING
36. The Ramones – Hell Ya – they kick ass
37. Staind - Boring
38. R.E.M. - YES
39. Bush – Gavin is hot but that’s it – the music sucks
40. Bad Religion - Not bad
41. Foo Fighters - Dave Grohl is so much better than Kirk Cobain
42. New Order – freaking love them
43. Soundgarden - talented
44. Garbage - Shirley Manson is HOTT!
45. Pennywise – not bad
46. Violent Femmes – Freaking love them
47. Rob Zombie/White Zombie – Not bad
48. David Bowie – He is a GOD!
49. Godsmack - Whatever
50. Duran Duran – Good Stuff
51. P.O.D. - Whatever
52. Coldplay – Very Talented
53. Beck – Not Bad
54. Eminem – Not Awful
55. Deftones - Whatever
56. Cypress Hill- Good Stuff
57. Oasis – Good stuff
58. Jimmy Eat World – Pretty Good
59. Tori Amos – Extremely Talented
60. Moby - Boring
61. The Pixies – FREAKING LOVE THEM
62. Blondie – Getting Old
63. Live – Like them
64. Hole – Freaking Whore – Like she said
65. Rancid – Freaking Love them
66. Fatboy Slim - Boring
67. Siouxsie and the Banshees – Freaking love them!!!
68. Marilyn Manson – Used to hate him but I’m starting to dig it
69. Save Ferris- I love Monique
70. The Sex Pistols – Freaking Love them
71. Disturbed - Whatever
72. Billy Idol – Love him
73. The Strokes – Like them
74. The Police - Okay
75. Primus – Les kicks ass
76. The Go-Go's- Love them
77. Everclear – Good sound – I don’t care what people say!
78. Bjork – Extremely Talented
79. Dramarama – Not Sure
80. Prodigy – Like them
81. The Cult – Love them
82. Cake – Ok
83. MxPx – Love them – bunny punk as they may be
84. Third Eye Blind - Whatever
85. Sum 41 - Whatever
86. Travis – Not sure
87. Papa Roach – Hate them
88. Devo – All right
89. A Perfect Circle- Not bad
90. New Found Glory - Whatever
91. The Cranberries – Excellent sound
92. Lit – All right
93. The B-52's – Love them
94. Puddle of Mudd - Whatever
95. Blur- Love them absolutely love them
96. Unwritten Law – All right
97. Pet Shop Boys – Love them
98. Hoobastank – Hate them
99. X/xibit – Not sure
100. Lenny Kravitz - Whatever
101. Adema - Unsure
102. Echo & the Bunnymen – Love them
103. Kid Rock - Whatever! – Can’t stand
104. INXS – Kick ass!
105. Everlast/House of Pain – Not bad
106. Faith No More – I love Mike Patton – Mr. Bungle
107. Ozzy Osbourne – He is the KING
108. Mindless Self Indulgence – Not sure
109. Pantera – Not in to it
110. Pat Benetar – Good Stuff
111. GWAR – Dig the costumes – music aight
112. KMFDM – Freaking Kick Ass (gotta love this band)
113. Jesus & Mary Chain – Freaking Rock My World
114. Love & Rockets – Freaking Love them
115. Alkaline Trio – Good Stuff
116. Peter Murphy – Rocks My World
117. Flogging Molly – Good stuff
118. The Faint – Freaking Rocks My World!!!
119. Smoking Popes – Absolutely Love them
120. Skinny Puppy – They freaking rock
121. Ministry – Awesome
122. Assemblage 23 – Freaking Rock
123. Delirium – Rock
124. Dead Milkmen – Love them
125. Soft Cell – Sex Dwarf all the way
126. Front 242 – Freaking rock
127. Mighty Mighty Bosstones – Love them
128. OMD Orchestral Maneuvers in the Dark – Love them
129. Operation Ivy – Freaking Kick ass
130. Nitzer Ebb – Freakin Rock
131. Misfits - Awesome
132. Joy Division – Kick Ass

116-132 were added by ambrlina

Trying to help!

Thu, 27 Mar 2003 19:15:59 GMT

TRYING TO HELP
By Dennis Miller

All the rhetoric on whether or not we should go to war against Iraq has got my insane little brain spinning like a roulette wheel. I enjoy reading opinions from both sides, but I have detected a hint of confusion from some of you.

As I was reading the paper recently, I was reminded of the best advice someone ever gave me. He told me about the KISS method ("Keep it Simple, Stupid"). So, with this as a theme, I'd like to apply this theory for those who don't quite get it. My hope is that we can simplify things a bit and recognize a few important facts.

Here are 8 things to consider when voicing an opinion on this important issue:

1) President Bush and Saddam Hussein.....Hussein is the bad guy.

2) If you have faith in the United Nations to do the right thing, keep this in mind; they have Libya heading the Committee on Human Rights and Iraq heading the Global Disarmament Committee. Do your own math here.

3) If you use Google Search and type in "French Military Victories," your reply will be "Did you mean French Military Defeats?"

4) If your only anti-war slogan is "No war for oil," sue your school district for allowing you to slip through the cracks and robbing you of the education you deserve. If that was our objective, why didn't we keep the oil in 1991..??

5) Saddam and Bin Laden will not seek United Nations approval before they try to kill us.

6) Despite what some seem to believe, Martin Sheen is NOT the President. He just plays one on TV.

7) Even if you are anti-war, you are still an "Infidel" and Bin Laden wants you dead, too.

8) Whether you are for military action, or against it, our young men and women overseas are fighting for us to defend our right to speak out. We all need to support them without reservation.

I hope this helps.

Mon, 20 Jan 2003 23:04:03 GMT

Do you ever have that not so fresh feeling?
My head hurts....
I'll live.
Must do homework now - brain feels fried.
Hmmm Fried Chicken from KFC?
That sounds yummy....

Sun, 19 Jan 2003 21:40:41 GMT

Well, here it is 2003.
Not bad so far...
Still, I miss my wonderful friend Sherry.
She is lonely in Germany.
I'm glad I have my sisters - they are so cool.
Even if they are a pain my ass at times...
I don't know what I would do without them.
Taking another class- time consuming.
Better get back to homework.
I really need to update this thing more often.

I HATE TECHNO

Thu, 12 Dec 2002 15:05:42 GMT

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Mon, 02 Dec 2002 16:43:15 GMT

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Tue, 19 Nov 2002 22:44:03 GMT

I know I should write more in my journal. I just feel like I’ve been too busy to keep up. Everyone has such profound things to say and I really don’t have much.

I’ve been super stressed out because of this wedding I’m going to. I just hope I we have a good time and my friend enjoys her day. Still, I can’t help but worry – I know I’m way too paranoid.

I’ve been so depressed this past month. My wonderful friend Sherry is leaving for Germany soon. She’s first going to Arizona to see her family and then she’s off to Germany to live her life with her man. I am so very happy for her but at the same time I know I’m being selfish because I don’t want her to go. I am going to miss her dearly, I don’t know if she understands how much her friendship means to me. It’s weird – I think I have friends but then when I look at my life I realize I only have my husband and family. Sherry was different, we could talk about everything and not worry about being ridiculed or judged. My family, they are wonderful and they listen but it was refreshing to have an outside point of view. I tell my husband everything, except those things that only girls need to talk about. I usually tell him after I’ve talked to Sherry, it’s hard to explain. I’m going to miss her!!!

First Entry

Mon, 04 Nov 2002 15:39:18 GMT

Well, this is my first ever journal entry.
This should be interesting.
I still don’t know how I got here…
Actually, I’ve been interested in starting a journal for a long time.
I guess we’ll have to see where this goes.

Today is going to be a hectic day. I still have to finish my homework for school tonight.
I am not looking forward to writing two essays and preparing two presentations.
Oh, well – it’s my own fault. I’ve had plenty of time to get my work done.
I just procrastinate too much.

Tomorrow night I have to go to dinner with the vice president of our department.
I think that’s kind of stressing me out – why would I want to go to dinner with this man?
I guess it’s a department thing. It should be interesting.

More later…